My first spiritual awakening happened at the age of 30 when I had an out of body experience whilst dancing. It was a slow dance and I had my arms around my fiancees neck, the next moment I, and I mean I, was at the top of the very high ceiling of the dance floor observing my body still carrying out the motions of the dance! Everything was bathed in a golden glow that night and it completely took away my fear of death as I had seen that my body was immaterial to my existence!
This led me to the spiritualist church and a developement group for meduimship. The first time I sat I felt my guides hand physically on my left shoulder and received a stream of clairvoyance, clairaudiance and clairsentience which to my utter amazement each person could take, one hundred percent! Since that time I have totally trusted my inner voice as I know it is my spirit, the true me, which is guiding me. I then went on to be a trance medium, physical medium and transfiguration medium and served different spiritualist churches every weekend. My work then evolved to becoming a channel for the ascended masters and angels.
My first living master was Barry Long, an australian master, now in spirit. Followed by Andrew Cohen, american, and Mooji, jamaican (an Advaita master). These masters helped me to raise my vibration by releasing the ego, so that I could become a purer channel. By far the greatest influence on my life has been Sai-Baba, who has showered his grace upon me, allowing me to burn in the fires of liberation. By his grace I have had 7 personal interviews, and a materialisation of Durga in response to my answering his
question “what do you want” at each interview, my soul responded I only want God; moksha; liberation from seperation and the ego. I now dedicate myself at his divine lotus feet in service to humanity.
Surrender to me- Sai-Baba 01/01/02
Why get agitated? Let me take care of all businesses. I shall be the one who will take care of them, I am waiting for nothing else, than you surrender to me. I intervene only when you completely surrender to me, and then you do not have to worry any more about anything. Say farewell to all fears and discouragement, you demonstrate that you do not trust me. On the contrary you must rely blindly on me.
To surrender means to turn your thoughts away from troubles, to turn them away from the difficulties you encounter and all your problems, leave everything in my hands saying “Lord thy will be done”. That is to say “Lord I thank you for you have taken everything in your hands and you will resolve them for my highest good.” Remember, thinking of the consequencies of a thing is contrary to surrender. That is to say, when you worry that a situation has not had the desired ooutcome you demonstrate that you dont believe in my love for you. You thus prove that you dont consider your life to be under my control. Never think: how is this going; what is going to happen: if you give into this temptation you demonstrate that you dont trust me. Do you want me to take care of you – yes or no? Then you must stop being anxiouos about anything: I shall guide you only if you completely surrender to me. When I lead you in a different path than the one you expect, I carry you in my arms. What upsets you is your reasoning, your worrying, your obsessions that you must provide for yourself at any price. I can do so many things, as much in material necessities as in spiritual ones. When you turn to me saying you arrange it and then rest in the assurance that I will. You will receive everything – only when you rely on me completely. You pray to me when in pain, asking me to intervene, but in the way you desire it. You do not rely on me, but you want me to comply with your requests. Don’t behave like the patients who go to the doctor for treatment, then tell him how to cure them! Rather in every circumstance say “Lord I thank you for this problem, please arrange the solution as you please, you know what is best for me. Sometimes you feel that disasters increase instead of diminishing. Don’t get agitated. Close your eyes and tell me with faith “Thy will be done, you arrange it”. When you thus speak I even accomplish a miracle where necessary. I am always with you but I can only help you when you rely completely on me!
If you are reading this Sai-Baba has guided you. He has guided my whole life and that of my family and many miraculous events have transpired. My main role is that of guide for Ascension which I do through my workshops, reiki teachings and personal one to one sessions. I am an instrument for Sai-Baba, Babaji, and all the masters involved in planetary change and awakening. We are riding the waves of Ascension and this can only happen if we are willing to let go of the ego and separation. This is the time of the Re-Emergence of the Christ Consciousness upon the planet. Camelot has been manifested by these energies, it is a place to come home to within yourself, also a meeting of soul family from around the world. there is no distinction of colour or creed, we are all love and camelot is a place where you can return to the love within you and feel safe to express it. Living in the world is not easy, very painful and extremely negative; but once you understand that all of this is only the trappings of your ego you are free and one with all that is. “I and the father are one.” We all have a special role to play upon the earth at this time, but to do that we need a guide. These energies are your guide, they walk with you hand in hand from the levels of light.
Baba and his divine message.
“Your mission has begun. These are my words to you. Each of you has a unique and valuable part to play in this lifetime. Only those whom I have called can serve me. My mission has now reached that point in time when each one of you has work to do. This planet has a purpose in the great galaxy in which it is held. That purpose is now unfolding before our eyes. I call upon you to radiate the devotion within you so that its unseen power will envelope all who come into your orbit. To successfully perform your part always remain centered upon me. Allow yourself to impart that purity of heart within you towards all human beings and all living creatures and do not reach for the fruits of your work. This part of my mission is performed in absolute silence. You are my instruments from which my love will pour. Be mindful that the moment you let your ego descend upon you my work ceases. When you have overcome your negative unmindfulness you will again become my source. The multiplication of my love will be felt throughout the world. I have prepared you for this work over many incarnations. I have drawn you to me. My work is ceaseless and so your work too is without end. Know that I am within you and without you, there is no difference. Rid yourself of petty matters for evermore, you are now me and I am now thee, there is no difference. My grace will pour forth from me to and through you. You may be unaware of this constant interaction. Be ever pure of heart and soul and mankind in your lifetime will benefit from your unique qualities. Others too will join me in this mission when I draw them to me. The time is approaching when all humanity will live in harmony. That time will be here sooner than one expects. Before it arrives be prepared for whatever is needed to reveal to every living thing the true purpose of existence. It is not what anyone alive can imagine, it is not something that one can try to aspire to. It is beyond all comprehension. I can say that its beauty is magnificent beyond all dreams. And as each of you performs your silent work I will embrace you to my heart and henceforth your souls shall be lifted up and your eyes will reveal my presence within. Be about my work my beloved ones. Your breath will carry the scent of the blossoms of heaven. Your example will be that of angels. Your joy will be my joy.”
We are living in an exciting time of change, transition and transformation; when all ego identification has to be lost to allow the pure love of the divine to shine forth. We are divinity, we have just forgotten it. This period of transition is about a return to love. To honour the earth and everyone we meet as divinity, a reflection of the one God of which we are all a part. “Love one another as I have loved thee”.{Jesus} It is time to see an imperfect world through the eyes of perfection as only the ego taints our vision. As we change ourselves we change the world and humanity; as we are all cells in the body of God, unifying mind. Once we claim our god power we are invincible and there is nothing that we cannot conquer. Let the love and light of universal consciousness be our guide as we take this quantum shift, this ascension that is happening globally. Love is the only currency for unity of nations, let us be that love and unite as one!